Not necessarily in this state of mind right now. Last winter and spring were very difficult and these words are the result. Can't remember anymore when I wrote them.
my vision, my head, my mind blurry
why is the world always in such a hurry?
care-free life seems like a distant memory, a myth
why is reality hard to deal with?
i can't be what you want me to be
not "good vibes only" (such toxic positivity)
more like aesthetics and honesty
introverted night owl
this society's nightmare
they don't understand
and that i can't stand
liberosis
i don't know what that is
rubatosis
oh, i know too well what that is
looking back at the plot of my life through a lens
nodus tollens
the only thing that does make sense
is that nothing makes sense
but i assure you, brothers and sisters,
the sun will shine on us again